살다...사람...사랑...: 그 사람을 만났을 때, 그 날

Today, 4th of August is my Keun Suk's birthday... Happy 24th (25th in Korea) Birthday Darling!!! haha..
and exactly two months ago, 4th of June was a dream-like day for me, which was the day that I saw him in front of me for the very first time.

I've wrote about this since long time ago.. it was just.. I didn't post it. So now since today is his birthday.. I've posted it... finally! Haaa (no point actually, rite?!)

Hmmm…

Where shall I start eh?

OK. Early this year I've got news of him coming to Malaysia. Reading the news was enough to make my heart kongdak kongdak..haha

But going through the whole semester made the money (JPA scholarship) lessening.. haha. But I don’t care, I determined to watch the show.

My Energy Charger :)

The official news of his showcase released during study week.. I was so thankful bcoz at that time I had such a great depression and for the second time he saved me.. kindaaa.. huuu
At least during the horrible study and exam week, I can laugh and feel at ease thinking of the day I'm gonna see him..huu..

Remembering of those days, I think I was kinda cool..haha.. see.. others were busy studying and focusing on exam but me sibuk booking ticket and bersusah payah g CIMB Bank kat Setia Alam mlm2 to pay the ticket.. huuu~

Alhamdulillah, I went through the examination smoothly (with less crying). But later I went straight to industrial attachment (arghhh).. actually the exhaustion due to the exam masih ade plus penat ~~KERJA~~ latihan industry made me unable to prepare much for the the show (meaning as a fan).

Baju Melayu for him

I had so many plans; wanted to buy a present for him, and wanted to go to the venue since I am not familiar with KL roads. I only had Saturday and Sunday to do such things. And luckily all went smoothly.. thanks to Kak Ina and Kak Aimi for accompanying me.

Day by day passed but I feel sad as I wasn’t able to feel as much happy as I thought I would be because I was so damn busy preparing for the GMP training plus my health condition at that time: I had those 3 combination: fever cold and cough.. it was so frustrating.. huuuu :((

But I still managed to write a letter to him.. It took me a whole day to write it. For those who curious on what I wrote.. here it is..

Romanization:

annyeong haseyo Keun Suk sshi~~~

naneun paenieyo. aju oraetdeungan paenieyo!!

Keun Suk- sshi.. ireohke wajusseo.. jeongmal haengbokhaeyo.. manhi gidariyeosseoyo.. kamsahamnida ~~

seonmul  padajuseyo.. ige baju melayu- eyo. baju melayu-neun hanbok gateuneyo.. 
size.. gwaenchanayo? saekkari anyaeppeun majji? huuu..

yongseohaejwo.. ige nae cheoeumimnida..

hajiman, ige nae maeumiya.. padajuseyo..

keun suk-sshi e baju melayu bolsu isseumyeon johgesseo..huuu~~~

daeshin, dashi undamyeon, deo areumdaun baju melayu julkoeyo. ^-^

ireohke hangugeo ro sseugi.. nae cheouemiya.. ajikdo kongbuhaeyo.

keun suk-sshi!! keongang haseyo!!

naneun hangsang keun suk-sshi reul johahae.. jeongmal jeongmal jeongmal JOHAHAEYO!!!

Kepada sesiapa yang bole translate saya belanja dia makan kat Seoul Garden + Baskin Robbins :D

Actually my handwriting was soooo teruk! x kiralah tulisan ape pun.. huh

And D-day came.. I started to feel thumping of my heart. haha.. hmm.. I left house kinda late actually.. biaselah terlupa itu terlupa ini.. and I drove Waja this time..

I followed the roads Kak Aimi taught me. I arrived at KLCC nicely on time, then took taxi to JW Marriott for the fan meeting event. This was only for VVIPs n VIPs.. ooo how I wish I was the VVIP..

As I entered the hotel.... I was WOOOAAAAA~ amazed by the luxurious hahaha.. really.. ones must be extra super duper rich to accommodate in this hotel..

Finally I redeemed my ticket.. I also got the poster.. And.. just waiting for the event. But looking around the place made me kinda sad as… I was alone… others came with their friends but me..

But it’s fine.. thinking twice I was cool rite? From Puncak Alam to KL, unfamiliar with the roads yet I managed to arrive safely .. nan meohi da kutchi? (I am cool rite?) *gaya miho*

as long as I can see him...

kalau bole nak kecikkan lg gmbar nie..haha

Then all fans berkumpul in a hall.. frankly speaking the hall was small for hundreds of fans, and some fans has complained this at the organizer FB page..huhu..

But I can't think of anything else as I was eager to see him… DUP DAP DUP DAP..

And at last.. he came.. the hall was full with girl screaming including me.. haha

There was a word that crossed my mind as I saw him. CHARMING. Yes he was ( and always gonna be) soooo charming, handsome, cute, elegant, stylo, cool.. aaaaaaa… can't describe my exact feelings at that time..

While looking at him been interviewed, I talked to myself.. aaa geu namja da.. Finally, I saw him in front of me.. I ‘ve waited for this moment for so long and finally...fuh..

Video yang sempat saya rakam

those eyes, that nose, that smile.. they are the same..

and I heard his laughter.. awww how cute!

Cutest Prince! ^^

And then, the photo taking session, I was VIP so here was the chance and the only chance to be near him. Honestly I didn’t expect much as there were to many people and for sure the management would not allow Keun Suk to be on the stage for too long.. and yes I was correct, the time was to short plus the security was too strict.. And no offense the position on the photo kinda have of race discrimination.. *sigh* and to think it came from the Malaysian management itself. *more sigh*

But then I can get near to him.. even though just for a few seconds.. I think 20 seconds?? He was sooo close to me.. aaaaa~ I still can remember the face.. but I totally forgot to smell him! LOL. kalau x for sure I still can remember the smell of his.. hahahaha psycho giler!

serupa x kami berdua? LOL~

And then for VVIPs, the fan signing session.. only 100 fans who lucky to get this.. huhu..*super extra jealous*

But as I saw one by one I noticed that most of them were foreigners, especially from Japan. I was kinda sad and I am sure some of the fans were also feeling the same. This was the first ever Cri Show in Malaysia so the opportunities should be given more to Malaysians (am I rite?)

Spotted among the foreigners were a group of Japanese ladies (not girls ok) wore kimono.. huu.. heard that some of them also followed all Keun Suk’s Cri Show, from Singapore, Thailand, Malaysia and other places too.. Awesome wasn’t it! Me too would also like to do that.. but if only I have enough money and time.. huuu

One by one VVIP went on the stage, got Suk’s signature, and got chance to shake hands with him! ARGHH! thinking this back makes me pissed off.. why it was not me!! Whyyyyyy~~~

And the last person hugged him…. Arghhhhhhhhh *gigit jari*

Later all the fans get ready to take the buses provided to KLCC. While waiting for lift, guess who I met? Keun Suk’s mom n dad! Wow! They were so close to me.. the staff let them take the elevator first.

Sempat jgak took a glimpse at them, mak dia senyum.. adoiiiiii menantu ade kat sini nie~ *lambai2* (perasan!) haha.

Then took the bus.. back to KLCC and just waited for the Cri Show to start… and again .. I sat in the Plenary Hall alone.. but nevermind.. :)

Before the show started, the screen displayed the trailer of his previous CFs, dramas such as Marry Me Mary.. haha funny when everytime Keun Suk's face came out the screen the fans shouted like crazy, me too.. haha :P ~ooo Keun Suk I love uuuuuuuu!!!!!

Then the show started.. lights were off and fans screaming crazily (again me too). Fans went crazier as he came out on to the stage!!! First he performed his Japanese debut single Let Me Cry.. Sooo handsome!!!!!

Next he sang Oh My Darling.. aaa one of ma favourite! Sweeetttnyeeeee~

What can I recalled was after that was the interview session . Even though there was a interpreter next to him, Keun Suk spoke mostly in English. Hebat x? heee~

During the interview he showed the pictures taken during his travel around the Europe, and every picture displayed was followed with the fans screaming including me! Haha XD

The he continued performing songs from Marry Me Mary: Take Care of My Bus and Hello, the hall went crazy again. I knew the songs so I sang along too.. hehehe

omo he looked sooo handsome..huuuu.. (I want him pleaseee~~)

Then he appeared in image as Tae Kyung with that little toncet. Hahaha how cute!

Here he picked few lucky tickets. If these people answered the question correctly they will receive gifts from Keun Suk on that stage.. argh why it was not me..(I'm just not lucky enough) :(

Then he sang As Ever/Still, an OST from You're Beautiful. Woaaah one of ma favorite too! :D

Next was Lounge H segment with the Big Brother Kurt.. He changed to an outfit that to me made him looks soo hot! haha.

Keun Suk wasn’t just an actor or singer, he was a real entertainer! You see for more than 10 mins he sang and danced endlessly.. huuu x nampak penat lgsung! The hall too went upside down as the fans watched him did the electro and techno dances.. he was sooo hot at that time!!!!! XDDDD *gigit jari*


Are you looking for me? LOL~

Keun Suk aaa how come you can be so cute + handsome + sexy + hot at the same time?! XDD

Then he changed his outfit again..The scene became calm as he sat and talk to the audience. Here he talked in Korean. I can see why he did that as he wanted to speak heartedly to his fans. He said he really thankful to his fans for their endless support. He said that is why he could not rest as fans keep wanting to see him .. and then he sang My Precious (aaaaaaa cairrrrrr~)

For the last performance he sang Promise.. huuuu.. seeing him performing at that time made me miss him already.. huuuu etteohkajyo??? :’((

And the Cri Show ended.. huuuu sedihnyeeeee.. I want to see him more.. 3 hours x ckup.. x puas..

Ramai yg cam degil xnak balik haha.. thinking that I was alone so it would be better for me to just go home.. but I just missed him so I went to Jln Bkit Bintang.. just to.. pass the hotel..huuu.. ( I miss him!!!)

But the traffic jam there was not a joke.. it was totally !@#$%^&. Although it passed 11 there were still too many cars .. I guessed this is KL…

and heard that he went to Zeuk later after the show... Whoaaah!

I returned home safely around 1 am.. hahaha… giler ah!

That was how my 4 June ended… I miss him! Bogo bogo bogo shipeo!!!!!

Hmm..

Facing this reality (meaning seeing him this close), I truly left my childishness and ke-perasan-nan that I always showed at FB or Twitter. Those were for humors only, actually I am such a sensible person. ;) I am a Capricorn you know: Serious. Realistic.Very grounded in reality. Ha. ;)

I came as a fan.. As a person that really like Jang Keun Suk.. Just like thousands of his fans..
I’m just.. ordinary.

I knew all along how impossible he is.. . but now I'm confirmed about that. Is this some kind of – badly wanting to see just to ease the heart to letting it go?-

As expected, sadly I noticed that there was no more Tae Kyung in him… the Bohemian style of Mu Gyul remained in him.. but that’s fine as I love any style of his.. Though I like Tae Kyung the most XD.

Sometimes script of drama we watched makes sense too. It does happen in reality. Now I clearly understood how Go Mi Nam feels when she realizes that she likes Hwang Tae Kyung.

Shin woo said “Liking star like Hwang Tae Kyung is neither bad nor special.”

Mi Nam said “ Hyungnim! Please let me be your fan!”

"Nan faninikka maeum apado gwaenchanku chukhado halsu inneunde.. hyung nim! Cho fani jikyo ju shipsio!!"